The ever so common misconceptions about Clerics are incredibly annoying. Even from actual clerics themselves. It's becoming increasingly annoying when I have people telling me how to play my character.

I'm not your potion.
I'm not your HP stone.
I'm not a buff vending machine.
I do not buff when you ask ten million times.
I do not heal unless you NEED it.
I will cure your ass when I feel like it.
If you want to be healed, buffed, cured THAT bad? Make your own damn cleric. D<

Some guy was picking a fight with me. Three people in a dungeon, coming to the first boss.
Level 24 mage, 26 Fighter, 34 Cleric(Me).

Mage RUNS UP to the boss. Dies. Fighter bitches at me to do my job and heal- she was dying too fast to heal cause she ran into the boss while he summoned a mob of monsters. Don't yell at me, yell at her, she's stupid.

His attack blows so hard, just taking forEVER to kill this thing. In three minutes he depleted a little less than 1/4 of its health. I went back in with another party, we were done in a minute. >.>

Hence why I was attacking and healing him because he was still tanking.

Then he dies and comes out of the dungeon shouting on the chat about how he needs a 'not fail cleric' on his team. Before that though he was whispering to me through chat talking about his level 66 cleric, and that I need to know my place as one and just heal, and it's clerics like me that people think we're stupid.

But then a mage stuck up for me. =3 His brother plays a cleric and plays like I do.

And then I went onto the Fiesta wiki to get some tips for being a cleric, planning my levels and all AND...

It supported Cleric tanking.
If there are NO fighters or LOW LEVELED *stabs his level with a knife* fighters, it is proffered that a cleric tanks. Cause they can heal themselves more easily.

Ok, angry Cleric rant over. >.> I just get pissed off at people like that. xD

Any one playing? I just restarted to recently, and I forgot I was poor and my weapon broke on my cleric. D< So I'm selling things around, but it's a pain in the but- not really why I want you to play, just throwing it out there.

But seriously, play with me. xD I'm on the Teva server, Kiru's the only one playing with me, and she's just messing with (13yearold) guys hearts. xDDDD

About a month ago me and bought a bunch of crap. xD All of it Tales of the Abyss related. And it CAME TODAY <3 My mom walked into my room calling it a little bag of happiness. xDD AND IT SO IS. I'm at school now waiting for Ash to come pick up her half. xD

I'll have to take lots of pictures or something when I get home. I'm too lazy to do it on my webcam. >.>

I'M SO HAPPY WITH MY RAPPIG BAGGY YOU HAVE NO IDEA. And my Mieu wallet, and rappig Mieu phonestrap, and illustration booklet (with a funny looking first design of Jade that made me giggle and shit), and sticky mouse pad which is stuck to my laptop since I have no need for a mouse, and 4 postcards for my anime/game post card collectiooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn... I'm high on happy right now |D

And I just saw a white "gangster" that was handicapped.. O.o;;; Anyways...

New AMV thing.

[link] (Kingdom Hearts I the Movie (redone))

Stolen from

Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING.

1. How does the world see you? "Dearly Beloved - Reprise" - Kingdom Hearts
AWE <3

2. Will I have a happy life? "Sousei no Aquarion" - AKINO
FULL OF YEARNING FOR LOVE.
"It's been ten and two thousand years since I first loved you.
Eight thousand years later, I yearned you even more.
In one hundred million and two thousand more, I will still love you. On that day...
It's been ten and two thousand years since I first loved you.
Eight thousand years later, I yearned you even more.
Even in one hundred million and two thousand years, I will still love you.
On that day, through my torment I began to hear the music."

3. What do my friends think of me? "Digimon Opening Theme" /NOT/ Japanese 'Butterfly'
PRODIGIOUS <3

4. Do people secretly lust after me? "Mirrors" - Motoi Sakuraba
...THE SADDEST. SONG. IN. EXISTENCE. I guess not.

5. How can I make myself happy? "One More Soul to the Call" - Akira Yamaoka/Mary Elizabeth McGlynn (Silent Hill Homecoming)
...*hides knife* I don't kill children. DDDD=

6. What should I do with my life? "On the Verge of Assault" - FF7 Crisis Core
...Apparently, I'm just a violent person. Am I close to that time of the month or something?

7. Will I ever have children? "California Screamin' Ride Music" - Disneyland California Adventure
...I...well...imagination I think is at hand here.

8. What is some good advice for me? "The Burdened" - FF7 Crisis Core
...Stop holding (violent) grudges....? xD

9. How will I be remembered? "Caramell Dansen Speedycake Remix" - Caramell Dansen
...HMMM. It has my name in it. xD

10. What's my signature dancing song? "Disco de Chocobo" - winKoneR (newgrounds remix)
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIT. I wanna Boco >.<

11. What's my current theme song? "The Summoned (Those Who Fight Further)" - FF7 CC
MAN. I'M SO COOL. LIKE ZACK.

12. What do others think is my current theme song? "Pursuing My True Self" - Persona 4
...Identity crisis? You think?

13. What shall they play at my funeral? "One Winged Angel" - ORIGINAL FF7 VERSION
THAT'S RIGHT. FIGHT ME. FUCKING. FIGHT. ME.

14. What type of wo/men do I like? "Uninstall" - Chiaki Ishikawa
...PRODIGIOUS. A DIGI GIRL FOR ME.

15. How's my love life? "Meaning of Birth" - Motoi Sakaraba
Angsty. Like Luke fighting Asch apparently. My love like is like there's...?
L: I WANNA DIE
A: NO I WANNA DIE
L: BUT I WANNA DIE
A: DRECK, LEMME DIE
L: STUPID ASCH LEMME DIE
A: RETARD REPLICA LET ME DIE


...Awesome love. Just pure awesome. You can't lie. I'm a kick. Ass. Person. x3

And I watched the opening...

And came 10 times.
Came 20 times when I saw Squall fighting Sephiroth.
Came 30 times when Squall spoke.
Laughed when Quistis was the one with the accessories tutorial.
Came 40 times when I heard Johnny Bosh Young's voice
Came 40 for Yuri Lowenthal too.

DIED UPON SEEING A VA's NAME WAS NATALIE LANDER.

I'm NOT the only one that thought, "NATALIA OF KIMLASCA LANVALDERE" RIGHT?

Kay, gotta go to Bio. D=